If you don’t mind I’d like to explain myself:

1. From this account I still handle @tisdaledaily, which is one of your Ashley Tisdale Tumblr news pages. 
2. Another reason I abandoned is, I literally wasn’t doing fine in a mental state. Some may know this, I’m suffering from a post traumatic stress disorder, depression and anxiety and the past weeks were terrible for me in my mental state. I literally locked myself up, I slept all day and tried to not fall too much into this deep dark shit whole. Sorry?
3. Don’t get me wrong, I love this account but it’s hard to stay creative at times. I had this lack of inspiration and creativity due to point #2. I didn’t feel like anybody even cared for this account at all, like people were like “Oh, okay rather not see those edits. Not caring, nope” you know?
4. My mom got married a few weeks back and I was organizing this whole thing, had to sit down with someone who is the reason I got PTSD and I’m struggeling.
5. I started working full time (8 hours a day), which means getting up at 6:30, working for 8 hours, coming home, doing my household (laundry, cooking, cleaning, grocery shopping, adult bullshit). I got a wonderful boyfriend who also deserves attention so I basically also spend time with him.
6. Besides this blog I’m also running a fansite with a growing gallery which wanted to be updated (finally almost finished Ashley’s 2012 candids).
7. Sometimes I come home and I just wanna play Assassin’s Creed, House Flipper or any other game just to escape this bullshit life.
8. It was my sister’s birthday I attended and worked on, also had to stay up all day and night just to have about two hours with my family which was ruined as in #4. 
9. Once a week I got therapy which I have to attend to clear my mind from #2, #4 and #8; it’s every Monday for an hour, and I go there after working for 8 hours, then I get home and hop back into my household. I’m super exhausted and just giving a fuck about anything else besides my mental state in these moments. People who got therapy know what I’m talking about.
10. July 2017 my best friend commited suicide and I’m still struggeling with this, especially right now. On March 17 I’ll drive to her hometown for the first time since this fucked up shit happened and I’ll be at her grace for the first time which scares the shit out of me. 

Yup, basically that’s it. If you guys rather have this account closed, I understand. Sorry for not being the greatest edit blog ever. Leave an opinion in my inbox what you wish to have this blog to be like. I’d love to know.

Edit: thought so. See you sometime guys.